I am a Writer

Writing is part of me. I have started putting down my thoughts from my adulthood; Basically I have been good writer in my schooldays  and also helped to write notes to the little ones. I used to write my feeling on a piece of paper as the thoughts at that moment will make a record of my emotions. I had a habit of writing dairy everyday for four years. Then I left in between as there were some incidents in my life which I didn’t want my dairy to know. Writing to me in my dairy is opening up myself without hiding anything. If I had hidden something in diary means I am cheating myself. It is basically making a record of what I did that day and confessing every emotion or action which I was unable to tell others.  The best part of it was that I like to open it and read and admire at my writing. My writings are treasure for me which helps me to soothe.

My career started as a Technical Recruiter, wherein I was supposed to draft email to impress the propective job seekers.  Writing emails is also my passion and would feel more comfortable to write than tell my feeling to my loved ones. 

My dream is to write a book of mine which put forward my feelings and to get appreciated by all. I am not sure how far this will be fulfilled.  

Past

Past is something which has passed already. But why is that one feels good about past, it could be good/bad memories. But still it feels so good to know about the history of a place or a white and black photographs or some soothing songs of olden days.

To my surprise, I have been looking out for some rare pics of olden days of Bangalore and the news of today in history and then moved on to National news and programs on Doordarshan. It feels so good and just feels that those where the good days of life. Today after having good facilities or so fast driven technology but still those memories of past are better than today.

The days of school, playing in streets with friends, visiting to temples with the parents, and deserted Sundays, having foods on streets and walking at  night without street lights, preparing for 10th exams and studying under sky with starlight, cold breeze of early morning and then chattering of birds early morning while studying for PU exams.. The list goes on. I am feeling so excited to pen this and it feels as if ,I am enjoying all those moments right now...

At last, I can just say, "Wow, its so good feeling... " 

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Look Back

Its been a year I had a piece of my thought to share with all. There were lot of incidents and information to put forward but the lethargic attitude pulls back. Lot of ups and downs and some people become close and many moved distant. 

Actions & Reactions

After moving to UK, I tend to socialise to utilise my time as my family is far away. Mostly I tend to see what's happening in other’s life and try to observe. Being far helps me to understand the family gimmicks. Being away from crowd, helps to know what is the motive of any act. For every action, there will be an reaction is my mantra.  Some of them genuinely like you and some others, what to please you for some other motive.

I know, I am being mean here. But one can experience it.