Reminding of My Reflections

It feels delighted to see my old writing on this page, Its almost 3am in the midnight and I am just running through my page. Every blog brings in the same feelings  that I had at the time of posting, It is an awesome feeling to live those moments. I write to myself and this unleashes my feelings. I am back to reflections of thought with new approach. These two years of being away from this page, might encourage me to write more about the happenings of  thie past. 

Annual Visits

Its been annuals visits to my blog since three years, Isn't amazing to know that I am poor in time management, May be time to work around,,, Keep waiting for my new scribbles. 

I am a Writer

Writing is part of me. I have started putting down my thoughts from my adulthood; Basically I have been good writer in my schooldays  and also helped to write notes to the little ones. I used to write my feeling on a piece of paper as the thoughts at that moment will make a record of my emotions. I had a habit of writing dairy everyday for four years. Then I left in between as there were some incidents in my life which I didn’t want my dairy to know. Writing to me in my dairy is opening up myself without hiding anything. If I had hidden something in diary means I am cheating myself. It is basically making a record of what I did that day and confessing every emotion or action which I was unable to tell others.  The best part of it was that I like to open it and read and admire at my writing. My writings are treasure for me which helps me to soothe.

My career started as a Technical Recruiter, wherein I was supposed to draft email to impress the propective job seekers.  Writing emails is also my passion and would feel more comfortable to write than tell my feeling to my loved ones. 

My dream is to write a book of mine which put forward my feelings and to get appreciated by all. I am not sure how far this will be fulfilled.  

Past

Past is something which has passed already. But why is that one feels good about past, it could be good/bad memories. But still it feels so good to know about the history of a place or a white and black photographs or some soothing songs of olden days.

To my surprise, I have been looking out for some rare pics of olden days of Bangalore and the news of today in history and then moved on to National news and programs on Doordarshan. It feels so good and just feels that those where the good days of life. Today after having good facilities or so fast driven technology but still those memories of past are better than today.

The days of school, playing in streets with friends, visiting to temples with the parents, and deserted Sundays, having foods on streets and walking at  night without street lights, preparing for 10th exams and studying under sky with starlight, cold breeze of early morning and then chattering of birds early morning while studying for PU exams.. The list goes on. I am feeling so excited to pen this and it feels as if ,I am enjoying all those moments right now...

At last, I can just say, "Wow, its so good feeling... " 

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Look Back

Its been a year I had a piece of my thought to share with all. There were lot of incidents and information to put forward but the lethargic attitude pulls back. Lot of ups and downs and some people become close and many moved distant. 

Actions & Reactions

After moving to UK, I tend to socialise to utilise my time as my family is far away. Mostly I tend to see what's happening in other’s life and try to observe. Being far helps me to understand the family gimmicks. Being away from crowd, helps to know what is the motive of any act. For every action, there will be an reaction is my mantra.  Some of them genuinely like you and some others, what to please you for some other motive.

I know, I am being mean here. But one can experience it. 

Blame

Blaming is the good reason to stop fighting within self. It is more like your loose, and try to put on others by showing the frustration and irritation on the dear and near ones. But does this really help to overcome the situation?. Don't think so. Probably for a short time, it might definitely aid to unseen the real cause of the problem,. Once you start introspection, the flaw is in you. One shouldn't have listened to others and  gave up for the happiness of them and end up suffering. Rather would have been strong enough to be straight and decided what is good and the best of would have followed. Now there is only option left out is to start holding hands of others and seeking help to restart the show again from the beginning. This is the fact of some lives.

Facebook

Just was going through FB and found so many updates. It is an amassing social networking site to be connected with the friends and family.

Good to be a member of it.

Journey from 2009 to 2012

Well, this is my first blog for the New Year 2012. As I believe in “Never the late”, finally have something to share.. This year has marked special for me by change in status.  

Let me recall the year 2009, wherein I was freak out. Finally got a engagement ring and changed my status as “Married” by the year end. While 2010 gifted me with a elevation in work profile and was more of workaholic. Early 2011 was packing for a short trip to Tokyo and visited few of the places and reached back home safely. This year had in store something more exciting which would reap in 2012. And finally early 2012 had a great news for my family and a change in status as Mother.

So this four years had bought three changes In my status from:

Single ---- Married ----- Mother. 

 

New Year - 2012

Art of India - Mehandi

Friends

Just got into my page to pen and the thoughts are just flowing in freely. We would miss so many good friends in life with the time. We have no control on it, instead to just sit and rethink, Wish those golden days would come back again and we can have fun again. 

I would like to thank my dear friends who had helped to come with a new personality all the together. One of them bought me up to this stage of blogging, wherein I had talents but he recognized and pushed me to do it.

I would really miss his blogs as he is the one who inspired me to start blogging and he has in turn stopped but I  hope one fine day to see the content in his page.I have been blessed my god with all dear friends, who had entered my life with the definite purpose by god. I must be really thankful to them for all the good moments shared with me and to share their shoulders to throw out my sorrows. This reminds of having valuable assets in life which we can acquire but just comes as a package with time.

Welcoming New Year - 2012

PDA Profile

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She has the ability to express herself well and normally speaks eloquently about subjects that might seem tedious or too specific. She can generate enthusiasm among others regarding new programs and projects.

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Although Su can maintain a calm and peaceful appearance, she is quite an energetic individual. She tries hard and is concerned about doing a lot and doing it right. She is not willing to sacrifice quality for quantity.

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Funny

Evergreen Thought

Evergreen Thought

Miscommunication - Good One

Beautiful Story, one of the best forwards

A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet. He held up a sign which said: "I am blind, please help." There were only a few coins in the hat. A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words. Soon the hat began to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognised his footsteps and asked, "Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?" The man said, "I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way. "I wrote: 'Today is a beautiful day; but I cannot see it.'"Both signs told people that the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign reminded people how fortunate they were to have their sight. Should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective? Moral of the Story: Be thankful for what you have. Be creative. Be innovative. Think differently and positively. When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. 

Silver

Silver

Slowly, silently, now the moon

Walks the night in her silver shoon;

This way, and that, she peers, and sees

Silver fruit upon silver trees;

One by one the casements catch

Her beams beneath the silvery thatch;

Couched in his kennel, like a log,

With paws of silver sleeps the dog;

From their shadowy cote the white breasts peep

Of doves in a silver-feathered sleep;

A harvest mouse goes scampering by,

With silver claws and a silver eye;

And moveless fish in the water gleam,

By silver reeds in a silver stream.

- This was a poem written by Walter de la Mare. This was part of my school book in class nine, which was recited by me and won a prize too. Today I was just browsing and found this poem, thought to share on my blog so that I can see all the time.

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Peace of Gyaan

Some peace of Gyaan given to me by my so called friend, so funny:

·         You need to correct your thinking.

·         First of all you need to build the patience and cool mind

·         As you are in hurry always, that is the reason you are getting into this state

·         You need to learn to be calm and focused, rather than thinking on other thing